In the Bright of the Forest
In the beautiful but torn lands of Eversong forest, Celebrin
meditates, breathing in deeply, clearing her mind of all
distractions, blocking out the sounds of training below the
tower. Her hair shines a bright gold, the tips turning slightly
reddish, soft to the touch. Her face is soft, her skin a healthy
pink, her body well taken care of. She wears a modest white
robe, made of a rough fabric that doesn’t fit her terribly well;
her tiny body is lost in the flowing garment. She has been
meditating for most of the morning, her mind a little hazy with
the effort.
As most elves, she understands the need to have control over the
magic she wields, not the other way around; to be a pure and
holy servant of the light, she would need to make sure she,
especially, was able to control her lust for magic. For years
she had trained to be a holy priestess, but the calling of Blood
Knight was too strong for her to know. She knew the one who
guided her wanted her to follow the path, and she would all too
eagerly follow. Anything for the light.
Today was a very special day for young Celebrin. The light would
reveal one of its servants to her, the one who guided her for so
many years, and she was determined to look as holy and pure as
possible, both mentally and physically. She flutters her glowing
green eyes open, smiling as she stands and walks to the window,
her long robe reaching past her feet, long enough to trip her.
She sighs happily, closing her eyes and feeling the warmth of
the sun on her face, her entire body feeling relaxed and at
peace.
She quickly runs to her trunk and pulls out her shiny mail
armour, scuffing out a few of the fingerprint marks, smiling
proudly as she looked at the golden chest, legs, boots and
gloves. Placing them to the side, she pulls off her robe, neatly
folding it on the bed. With anticipation of her position of
Blood Knight she had begun training with weights, though the
armour was still heavy and uncomfortable, her body barely able
to hold her tiny sword and shield. She quickly pulls on the
heavy pieces over her under clothing, smiling widely in the
mirror, revealing her tiny, white teeth.
She walks with a skip in her steps, trying to keep her mind
connected to the one who guided her. Walking from Farstrider
Square, humming one of her hymns, she looks around eagerly.
Perhaps a glowing embodiment of the light, she thinks to
herself, or something small, like a little woodland
creature. She nearly giggles at the idea of a tiny little
perfect being, with a tiny little holy robe similar to hers.
Suddenly she senses something, like a small buzzing. Looking
around, she narrows her eyes curiously at the tree and bush a
few yards from the road. She catches a tiny glimpse of red and
green, and tilts her head to the side, moving in closer to
investigate.
“ Welcome... been a while,” a deep, rough voice spoke, the
colours in the bushes shifting slightly.
Celebrin started at the sound of the voice, backing up a few
paces and drawing her sword, "I know how to use this!" she
cries, still trying to figure out who it was speaking to her.
“Put down de blade. Come 'ere.”
Celebrin winces a little, obliging by stepping forward, but not
lowering the blade, narrowing her eyes angrily, too confused and
frightened to speak.
“Do ju not recognize me? No?” he speaks, and she could see more
movement in the bush, "do ju at least recognize de voice? De
light dat has evah guided ju?"
Celebrin tries to look through the bushes, failing to see any
more than the green and red. Sighing, she walks around the bush,
gasping a little more and backing up again as she catches eyes
with a large forest troll.
Eng rolls his eyes over Celebrin's body slowly, coldly observing
her as her ears twitch as she begins to stammer, “you're
obviously an impostor..." she pauses, looking a little closer,
her face soon matching his coldness, then erupting in rage,
holding her weapon out in front of her.
Eng lifts his hands, looking at his palms briefly, before
tilting his head and giving Celebrin a disturbing grin. “Dese
hands spared ju. Evah since, jour life has been mine. I, jour
god.”
Celebrin laughs coldly, her body shaking in rage, her arm
unsteady, "you're lying, and you'll be brought to justice by the
light I wield! I don't know how you found me again, but you'll
regret ever seekin' me out!"
Eng smiles insincerely, gesturing with two fingers for her to
approach, “ju sought me. Ju 'ave sought me evah since dat day.
De voice in jour 'ead... guidin' ju back ta me.”
Celebrin narrows her eyes, quickly losing any bit of cool she
once had in her, stuttering often, "You're a vile liar!" she
cries, lunging the blade at the air, "don't talk like you know
me! You're vile and terrible and... and... and... a liar!"
Eng angles his face downwards, smirking at Celebrin fiendishly,
"did ju miss de feel o' my 'ands as well? Ju 'ave done well
undah my guidance. Look... a Blood Knight. I knew it would
fit'chu well, just as I spoke de words for ju ta take up de
callin'..."
Celebrin narrows her eyes further, to the point they're
completely closed, her breathing rapid and shallow, her arm
still slashing at the air, "It's not true! The light guided me,
not some vile creature!" she sobs, trying to convince herself
more than him, her anger and hate clear in her voice, though her
words come out stutters.
“ I am jour light. It is too late for regrets... ju accepted me
inta jour body long ago. Now... come,” he gestures with his
hand, his palm facing upwards, two of his fingers languidly
gesturing for her to approach.
Celebrin shakes her head frantically, accidentally dropping her
sword. She stoops to the ground to pick it up, falling to her
knees sobbing, blindly grabbing for the handle.
Eng narrows his eyes, glaring, and then leaning on his knees,
rising up and walking towards her, staring down from his
imposing height. Celebrin gulps, leaning back and trying to back
away, leaving the sword behind and trying to shield herself from
him. He reaches his large, green hand out, trying to clasp it
around Celebrin's neck. She whimpers, kicking her way backwards
on the ground, turning over onto her hands and knees and trying
to crawl away, attempting to keep the shield over the back of
her neck and head.
Eng snarls and kicks at Celebrin's side, easily flipping her
over onto her back. The elven girl cries, fully sobbing and
staring up at him pitifully, raising her fist as though to hit
him away. He swats at her fist and lunges downwards, clasping
Celebrin's neck tightly in his thick, green fingers, yanking her
up and dangling her before him.
“Jour life is mine! Embrace jour callin'!”
Celebrin yelps, her feet struggling to find ground, still
shaking her head, "Stop."
Eng slaps her across the face roughly, "I've come a long way ta
retrieve what I left 'ere long ago! I've little patience for
dis, aftah all de time I invested in ju! Many years o' tender
guidance!"
She chokes out the word "tender," her eyes still clenched shut
as he tightens his grip on her neck, growling angrily at her,
"remembah dis?! Remembah what my 'ands feel like?! I know ju do!
I 'ave given ju so much! All I ask is for ju ta listen! Ju were
always so well at listenin'!" Whimpering again, she lays her
soft, pink hands on his, attempting to nod but failing to be
able to, opening her wet eyes.
The rage in his eyes flickers slightly as he notices her
acquiescence and loosens his grip, "I hate ju... ju deserved ta
die all dose years ago. But I gave ju my mercy. Gave ju my
guidance, so dat ju might be somet'ing more... can ju not t'ank
me?”
She sobs loudly, choosing not to answer, causing him to clench
his free fist, slugging her in the stomach savagely before
releasing her and letting her drop to the ground, “jour lord is
merciful. But I 'ave my limits. Ju were my sworn enemy. A vile
creature. I offah ju ascension! What do ju offah in return?”
Celebrin turns to her side, clutching her stomach in pain,
"go... way... please..." she sobs, looking him in the eye. Eng
glares angrily, snarling again and kicking Celebrin's back,
"What?!" Celebrin yelps loudly, as she shuts her eyes again and
continues to sob.
He crouches down, leaning over her, speaking lowly, "I even
brought ju gifts... gifts! Dis is 'ow ju treat me? Lookit
what'chu make me do, my child..." She continues clutching her
stomach, curled up into fetal position, trying not to look at
him.
Grabbing her chin in his hand, wrenching her head towards him,
he makes her look at his tusked-face, "What 'appened to my child
dat laid awake at night... murmuring 'er prayers o' love for de
light? Dis is 'ow ju react when de light is not 'ow ju expect?"
he growls, and in return she narrows her eyes angrily, though
clearly having learned her lesson about speaking, physically
biting her tongue.
His large, rough, calloused, hand moves from her chin down to
her thin, soft neck, wrapping around it, but not squeezing,
murmuring to her on the brink of rage. “Tell me ju accept my
guidance again. Tell me ju love me again.” The elf narrows her
eyes more, speaking through clenches teeth after scanning the
area and not seeing any guards, "I accept. I love the light."
Eng smiles insincerely, but only slightly, flexing his hand on
her throat, "Jour light's name is Eng. Say it again... say it
propah." Celebrin winces, "... Eng." He narrows his eyes,
glaring, "Say it all. Do not screw around." “I.." she pauses,
clenching her teeth tighter, "I love the... light... Eng...”
Eng leans in close to Celebrin's ear, clenching his hand about
her neck a little, "I love ju Eng... say it. Ju 'ave loved me
for so long. Say it." Celebrin sobs again, most of her anger
replaced with sorrow and self pity, "I love... you Eng." He
loosens his hand, murmuring softly, "Again."
Celebrin cries, relieved at the fact she can breath properly
again, this time speaking with as little emotion as possible, "I
love you Eng."
He nods coldly, patting her cheek and reaching back towards the
bushes, pulling out some satchels, tossing them atop her pained
body. “Gifts. Gifts for my fait'ful.” She winces as she moves to
hug the gifts, shame plain on her face.
The large troll stands, looking down, watching her carefully, "I
'ave been by jour side many years, since our first embrace. 'ave
I evah led ju astray?" “I... don't know,” she speaks hesitantly,
her voice quivering. He glares slightly as he listens, "answer
honestly. Before ju came 'ere taday. Did ju evah feel I failed
ju... evah even doubt me? Do not let jour prejudices blind ju."
“Prejudice!” Celebrin whimpers, preparing for another blow.
Eng, not failing, slugs Celebrin in the face with his fist. She
cries out sharply, her hand clasping her face as she looks up at
him in terror, her lower lip quivering violently. He sighs as he
watches her before slugging her jaw again. Again she yelps,
raising herself up and spitting out the words, "Fine! No! But
you lied!" Moving quickly, the back of his large green hand
cracks across her delicate face, "about what?!" Sobbing louder,
her face screaming with hot pain, she sputters out "who you
are!" her jaw making a tiny cracking noise as she speaks.
He raises his hands up, parallel to his face, "I am jour light!
I am Eng! De one who guides ju t'rough darkness, despair an'
uncertainty!" “You are my...!” Celebrin began to shout, quickly
shutting up, still bracing herself for another blow.
Roughly he grabs the front of Celebrin's mail tunic, the
quickness of his movement startling the swollen elf, pulling her
up and wrapping an arm about her, pressing her to his chest.
Speaking softly near her ear, his hand brushes the hair from her
reddened face, "I am jour light. Eng." She sobs uncontrollably
for a few seconds, trying to spot her sword, failing to and just
continuing with her girly tears. "Dere dere. No more. Promise me
ju wont make me 'it ju again taday? Okay? I did not come 'ere
taday wantin' ta do dat," he spoke, almost kindly, shushing her
sobs.
She gulps her sobs in, nodding her head against her chest,
trying to raise her hand to her jaw. Softly, he lays her back on
the grass on her feet, brushing his calloused thumb across her
soft cheek, "Heal jourself my child. I directed ju to dose
powahs. Use dem," he smiles, speaking almost fatherly. Celebrin
whimpers, shaking her head, "Pain'll only make us..." she
pauses, "stronger."
Eng brushes a bit of blood from Celebrin's lips, "I 'ave great
plans for ju. Do not disappoint me, my child." She growls
softly, her bruises quickly beginning to form on her face, "I
won't." He brushes his hand through her hair, "Let us go on as
we always 'ave. My strong 'ands upon ju... guidin' ju ta
greatness." She narrows her eyes again, defiant, but nodding. He
leans down, placing his ear near Celebrin's mouth, "Once more."
“ I... IloveyouEng.”
He smiles and turns his face to Celebrin's, his long nose
brushing against hers as he grins, "Good. I've 'ad jour love for
so many years... I would be woe ta give it up now." She sobs
once more, sniffling and trying to appear strong, trying to
stand straight and wincing at the pain in her back and stomach.
“Come wit' me. Taday our journey, 'and in 'and, begins. Like so
long ago it began in spirit.” She grimaces, looking longingly at
her blade, "I need that." Eng leans down and picks it up,
holding the blade out to her, handle facing her, a smile on his
face, "Dere ju go."
Celebrin watches him suspiciously, quickly grabbing the sword
and putting it at her side. “ I know ju are disturbed. But I
know in de end, ju shall search jour soul an' realize I was
right all along. Dat my appearance does not change a t'ing.” She
frowns, whispering, "It does," before looking straight at him,
the defiance and anger dissipated. He clasps her face in his
hand, "Why do ju wish me ta beat'chu? Why did'ju say dat?"
Celebrin's eyes floods with tears again, her lower lip quivering
as she stares back at him.
He moves his face closer to his, his expression unchanging, "Why
did'ju? I am tryin' ta be nice ta ju... why did'ju say dat?" She
whimpers, trying to shy away, "Because..." she stutters,
"Because you..." she sighs, lowering her eyes, "I'm sorry."
He presses his cheek to Celebrin's, his tusk poking against her
ear, "Say it again..." he murmurs to her. “I'm... sorry,” she
whispers, her voice cracking slightly. Eng whispers back softly,
"Not dat, my child."
She sighs disheartened, whimpering, "I love you... Eng."
The large troll took her into his arms, hugging her to him
tightly, "I know ju do. Ju shall remembah it again soon enough.
Let's get ta work." Celebrin sighs, tightening her hand around
her sword as they began their journey.